I have to admit.. I am in constant fear and paranoia nowadays. There are a few things that will strike this intense fear, on the verge of actually getting panic attacks and crying..That's how afraid I am. I am also beginning to see some trust issues. But I have to say that this feleing I have, though I think will be destructive if I don't control it well, it's all for a good reason. I think this just happens when you care and love someone so much, you know you gonna do something before anything happens to them. I am just hoping and praying, that watever I am doing now is enough.

Hanim