I think I have eaten enough for 10people these past few days. feeling extremely guilty so I shall be as random as I can here in order to forget the guilt.
Love these. Been talking to Dee about eating these chewy juniors thingy for quite some time and finally I did. It's good!
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This boy turn 16 yesterday. Yes fricking 16!!! I feel so old.
He has been mistaken as my boyfriend from the back sometimes(coz he's tall you see) or that people will look at us in this weird manner everytime we go out together(duhh...need I say much, look at us, like kopi and susu), but yes people...he is the boy whom is called Pipi....my brother or cousin whichever I feel like calling him. And yes sometimes I was told I am just like his mother*looks at Dee* Can't help it, I am a parent to him in a way,which is why I would want to send my kids to boarding school once they turn 13.This boy gave me way too much parenting experience already.Too much headache more like it.
Dee told me something about him(which kinda pretty much is about us too)that jolted me yesterday. She said when she first met him, he was 6 and now he's 16! My goodness! 10 years have passed aint it. I still cannot get that drilled in my brain.
I can never get him to pose properly for me. This will do.
I just wished he will grow up to be the best that he can be. That's all I pray for day in and day out. Make me proud one day Pipi, make me proud.
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Why I love makeup?
Pale nak mampos skin VS Glowing flawless skin.
Sigh.
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I want to watch Kung Fu Panda. I want to go watch movies la damnit!.
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Bought 2 sandals, 1 shoe and 1 more pair of kain for baju kurung. Damage done: 80 bucks! Good side of it, ain't my money. Like a friend of mine used to say, "ni la masanya untuk habiskan duit mak bapak". I still want 2 more pair of shoes though but because I felt really guilty, I decide not to do anymore damage. =( I need clothes and more shoes.
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Is it me or the song chasing pavement is getting way too popular with people nowadays. It's on msn nick, facebook status, friendster message.
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I am the type of person who gets hurts easily and long. I always tell myself, it's none of my business and I shouldn't bother coz I know I am better than that. But sometimes enough is enough. I don't get what's your problem but for God sake, figure it out. Our battle is getting too old. Sometimes I think you forgot, I was once upon a time and still, your little girl instead of this woman you see now.
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Nope I still cannot forget the guilt.
I need to find new ways to manage my emotions coz eating never solved anything, ain't it Rohani.
Hanim