I'm the type who don't have trust issues though history has shown I should be otherwise.I trust people easily, coz I really put it on them to never hurt me. But when they do, I forgive easily, coz I don't believe in dwelling on what is done , that I believe in the goodness I once had seen in their eyes. It is a good quality, I am not denying that. But sometimes I forgot where to draw the line.

My intuition has been right these past weeks and it scares me. Am I doing the right things?Am I trusting too much? Am I too forgiving? Do I really believe that the good is still there or it's coming?

I am not ok.But I thanked everyone for msging me on msn asking me if I am. I'll be fine, insyaAllah..I'm just dealing with some issues right now. For those in the know, thank you for the strength and prayers. I need it just as much as I need a pillar right now, somewhere to rest my head.

Hanim