Today at matric fair, 3 mats came to the MSS booth and one of them called me kak. *Gasp* Until I heard the other whispered to him that he should call me dik instead coz he probably think I am in yr 2 or something and by default yr 2 girls should be younger than the freshie guys. I smiled looking at their antics after gasping first of course coz I realised I am afterall 2 years older than them.
Today I am convinced that I am such a tembok after talking to 3 guys about their relationship with their girlfriends. I can see how they want to me to answer them something about how their girlfriends are behaving...but all I can offer them is the phrase..."I don't know...different girls react/behave differently". Which is true. Yeah we are all the same complicated creatures but we are quite different from one another you know. Well I like to believe I am different... coz for one, I don't call and say I am ok when I sound totally the opposite. At least I think I don't. Hmmm.... Besides I've learnt its better not to say anything more than I should, my days are over...
I wonder why Singapore always bother with these Singapore team vs somebigshot team matches. Entertainment?Comic relief?
Throat is throbbing with pain. I can actually feel the part of the toncil that is swelling. If only I could reach 2 fingers there and squeezed it like a pimple. Its painful ok. Ice cream would be nice. B&J strawberry cheesecake and nothing else please...
I have to say this week is not a good week for me, what with school starting soon and whatnot. Issues are suffocating me. Feeling a bit empty and disoriented.So pardon me.... I might be a bit cranky or whiny or isolated.
Other than that I am still alive and kicking...
Hanim