So school has started..a bit crazy there with all the changes to the timetable and adminstration crap going on. So now instead of a 3 day week, I have to succumb to a 4 day week. Well, at least I still have my Mondays free...long weekend and no monday blues, that's always good.And oh my god, the readings for this sem seem to be very very heavy ah. One of which is the Buru Quartet by Pramoedya. That's 4 books in one semester...crazy!
Then today, there was a department meeting for the current yr3s and yr4s..As usual, the department is always trying to get us to stay on.. Found out there's going to be a lot of changes in the NUS educational policy... all of which will not affect us, the 05 batch, in any way. Very irritating ok! The next batch will get to do lesser MS module, have the chance to do thesis as long as their cap be at least 3.5 and have the luxury to do the thesis within 2 semesters instead of now one. What the.... Tapi takpe..last semester...last semester..must chill...
Tried to psycho the current year 3s to stay for honours, coz apparently only 2(out of like 8?..the biggest MS cohort so far!) wanted to stay. Backfired abit on myself coz it made Dr Suriani ask why don't I stay for masters myself since iye-iye pyscho others to stay on...Haha...I wished! Both Dr Alatas and Dr Suriani gave some ideas on how to fund the masters programme..but aiyah, if only I have the option and liberty to consider anything else besides graduating now. Nak world war 3 kah kat rumah? =p But insyaAllah.. though I'm a bit 50-50 about this still, I will definitely consider masters again in 4 yrs time...We'll see...InsyaAllah. Save a spot for me Malay Studies!
What else? Goodness me, it seems that I have a lot to say just now but now it's all gone... Haha...
Ouh I've filed for graduation. Yeah!!! This time it's for real..InsyaAllah, come July, the day I've been waiting for 18 years is finally going to be here. My dream, my mum's dream, my grandma's dream for me is finally happening... Making me cry now just thinking of it.InsyaAllah, may this bring a new beginning for me,my mum and for Pipi. We need this..so so badly...Ya Allah, bless me with the strength, maturity and your guidance through all of this, today, tomorrow and the future. I'm just so so glad I am here where I am right now...it's amazing! Alhamdulilah.
Before I break out into a full blown cry fest..Haha... I think I should stop now. To those in NUS, (more)lunch dates please...To others, I'm just a call and a bus ride away.
Good night everyone!
Hanim