With a few days left to the start of the exams and nothing much has been done by yours truly, I am seriously entertaining the idea to just fuck it and go for the exams. Que Sera Sera. My brain seems to stop functioning, reading makes me so sleepy and my goodness, the amount of reading that needs to be done....Horrid! This is the price you pay when you become nonchalant the whole semester, with hardly any readings done or work genuinely completed.... I know I will still do ok for the exams...but that's where the problems lies... Ok? From what I've learnt throughout the 4 years of my NUS life, there's nothing ok with OK results. You always want to strive for the better and though you may get that B, you always know you could have easily gotten an A. I've never been very kiasu with grades but being in NUS has really taught me to do so. The competition for grades is damn exciting yet many many times, infuriating. So, this is my problem people. I am in every way ambivalent about this last exams. Part of me wants to heck care about it and see how it goes...part of me is telling me I should strive for that A(or at least a B+ la eh) , meaning I should sit myself down and bore myself to death and force all these information in my already closed-shut-down-au-revoir brain. So what should I do.... Decisions decisions decisions.
Goodness, 3 days to exams.. Yelp!
Hanim